Article 27: Under My Skin

Back in November an eczema rash appeared on my right shin.

It was itchy as all hell (if hell is itchy) and I rubbed it raw on the daily.

I had never had eczema before in my life, but given my trade as a shaman and an energy healer, I didn't really pay it too much mind. I just figured I would be able to fix it.

I threw all my healing ways towards it and nothing changed.

Whenever I can't figure something out, it's time to consult with my fabulous collection of magic friends and colleagues.

They all came to the same conclusion....It was the result of anger that I had suppressed over my lifetime. 

I had let things I didn't like get to me and my body has had enough of it and it is pushing it out to the surface.

Finding out that I had anger management issues really pissed me off. Here I was thinking I was a pretty happy guy most of the day.

Turns out that one can be happy and angry at the same time...what the???

I had to dig deep to find it, but find it I did.

More mommy stuff, mixed with the fury I felt over the last 5 years of the oppression placed upon us all, mixed with 12 months of trying times with tech people who never seem to be able to do what they say they can, for some reason. 

I am a champ at burying things deep inside.

So now what? I need to let it out, but I also need to change the way I process anger and frustration so I don't wear out my body and spirit any further.

After going through all the stuff in my medicine bag, what is the only thing that works??? Love.

I need to release all past rage with love and I need to release all anger and frustration in the moment with a heaping helping of love as well.

I have done this every day for the past month and low and behold the rash is getting smaller each day.

The itching has become a dull roar.

In these agitated times, I highly recommend that you release the energy of the manufactured chaos from your cells with love and send it back into the light where it can become something useful, productive and healing once again.

Don't let it get under your skin like I did.

We got this.